twisted angel -ngiebear-

My ‘secret’ fantasy

2010-04-10T16:49:00.001+08:00

Hello, I said i would show you my killing in my previous post…

But am actually thinking twice about doing it.. haha… It looks pretty lame now that I think about it… =D

Wanted to post it on facebook, but scared later police catch me how? hahaha..

I killed Sexy, ‘cos he was bloody pissing me off!! hahha..

Its for my assignment actually, where we had to create some story with pictures and narrate it and stuff… so NgieBear wanted to be different you know… and random…

But anyway, let’s not talk about such brutality…

Let’s talk about something happier. haha.. MY BIRTHDAY!!

it’s coming on monday!! arghhh.. i feel like i’m turning older and older… hopefully wiser though.. =)

So, my friends have been bugging me about the things i would want for my birthday,but i really have no idea what i want guys… i’m sorry.. :S

But what i CAN do, is tell u what i DONT WANT.. HAHA

Things NgieBear Don’t Want / Dont Need:

1) Necklaces/ bracelets any thing resembling those.

2) watch, perfumes, i got plenty.. haha!!

3) Clothes, let’s me frank, i’d rather buy them myself kan? lolx

4) Shoes, erm, i buy myself also la.. =)

OKay, cannot think about anything else already.. head jammed!!

All i want is just a nice fun time with my bestest frens :) without getting DIRTY!! and of cos with Sexy :)

<3 U GUYSSSS!!

Life’s a Bore

2010-04-03T21:40:00.004+08:00

Life’s a real bore when all you are doing everyday is, Assignments, Assignments, and eat, sleep, Assignments…

Your life becomes like a routine and you start to get very comfortable in it, and when something comes along to want to change it, you don’t want it to happen at all!

So what have I been doing, you’re wondering, what I mentioned above actually.. =)

Managed to go onto MY first every ‘class’ trip to some broadcasting exhibition

It’s me and Mc-Zanne on the bus..

With the Classmates, camwhoring in the hotel

Managed to have TWO birthday celebrations,

In TGIF for ZhaoWern (RED) and Piaget (BAIGE)’s Birthday!

The AWESOME card hand-made by me to the Bday boy :)

Managed to have a ‘New Year’ Treat from Sexy

Having lunch in Shogun =) Yummy

What else? aaa, managed to get rid of almost 5 out of 13 assignments for this semester…

I need a holidayyyyyy which is coming soon!!

Or else i might probably kill something, or even worse myself!!

Next post, MAYBE will be about my ‘Killing’ Assignment! Stay tuned! :)

Happy Weekend!

Sudden

2010-03-03T14:07:00.001+08:00

okay, suddenly nia i have the urge to blog, dunno why also..

just came home from a lousy two hour class which i paid rm4! stupid bucks for parking, and then went to gym.. so here i am at home, back paining…

update on Chinese New Year… the hottest ever weather i had to go through… and also the loneliest, without zeee grandma..

on the plus side, Sexy’s home! came home during my CNY celeb, so happy.. after like what?! 2 freaking months!

went over to zeee Zanne Bear’s house for CNY visiting and food consumption party, haha.. but our goal to finish her food= FAILED!

some random pics of myself and Sexy, and Frens, nyeknyek, i do have the others pics, since they’re in my frens cam…

Zanne bear’s room, I was trying to untangle my hair! ahah, with Pia, and Sexy, all conquering Zanne’s Bed, nyeknyek

Pia and Zanne =)

Princess and NgieBear! :)

The Couple! Princess and KimPong <3

oooo!! Lou Sang-ing! Sedap! nice nice!

*note: Yes, Pia I HAD to steal the pics from FB, cos i didnt have any of the other pics, nyeknyek*

NgieBear’s Mini Holiday!

2010-01-13T21:06:00.001+08:00

Just came back from an Ipoh trip yesterday! we decided to go to the Lost World of Tambun, waterpark! weee…….

It was an okay trip i guess, in the waterpark kindda way, playing slides and all, although it’s the same as Sunway Lagoon, but it was way more awesome in the lesser people kindda way, and of cos it was cheaper!!

We got to go into the petting zoo and watch tigers up close and all.. it was nice! :)

Just a few pictures inside the waterpark, since me cam can bring into the water.. nyeknyek..

The peeps walking to Tambun from our Sun Inn.. haha.. it was apparently it was a mere 5-10 minutes away, this was according to the receptionist, but in the scorching hot sun? IT FELT LIKE FOREVER!

Pic outside Lost World, without Zhao Wern, since she hates cats and all.. lolx

NgieBear and Zanney..

Zhao Wern !

Zanney & Piaget !

Just some random shots of the scenery around Tambun on our float ride… so relaxing…

Group Picture!

Was a good trip in the end, went back to the hotel totally drained and OUT! who knew going to a waterpark would take the wind out of all of us!

Pictures up on Facebook! if u wanna check out more…

till then, happy week! :)

Bad Bad Angie

2010-01-01T19:59:00.001+08:00

So So Sorry for the hiatus! gahhhhh… Became so lazy to update all of a sudden.. anyway!!

Will post up some pictures from the lonely Christmas I had with the girls, and then maybe New Year’s Eve lunch with the peeps :)

After I'm done chasing some How I Met Your Mother episodes and of course, get some rest because I still didn’t get much sleep.. sighss.. Till then hope YOU guys enjoyed your holidays! :)

NgieBear Misses SexyLips :(

Randomy randomy Random!

2009-11-29T20:48:00.001+08:00

So, I realised that I’ve really haven’t been taking ANY pictures (so unlike me) lately… so I just decided to post some random pictures I have stored in my Lappie.. harhar….

From way back when… Actually just either few months or a year back? can’t really remember, will try to elaborate more with the pictures :) Enjoy…

Way back when it was my first semester in Taylor’s College.. harhar.. It was also my first fund raising stint with the girls, from left- Nikki, Zanne, Jacinta, NgieBear… we were at Carrefour… buying ‘equipments’ for our fund raising!!! harhar… So fun!! would turn back time to do it again in a heart beat!!! =)

Posing for the nice camera.. haha.. this was my Second Semester? and another awesome fund raising…. I was so much thinner that time.. =(

My hard work! Spend almost the whole night just to do the sandwich boards for the Fund Raising… There’s two more I dont have the pictures of, hehe… but it looks childish.. And I can explain!! It was a fund raising for kids!! We donated all the proceeds to a shelter home :)

this was totally before I knew Sexy…. =) It was some Merdeka? thingy me and the girls volunteered to do? haha… I think this time was the time that started everyone on the sandwich board thingy, (~~naked sandwich board)~~..haha…

I look so AngMoh here that it’s me and Zanne’s favourite picture till this date!! haha.. I think la… This was last semester of foundation? After i just Dyed my hair with the bestie.. =)

NgieBear, Zanne, Evon.. =) Fooling around in the Media hub… Which we totally seldom go… It was the Library that we always go to now.. although not this moment, it being holidays and all… and Evon being in Singapore already…

I’m sure she misses all of us as much as we miss her.. and surprisingly!! MOST SURPRISINGLY! maybe the distance isn’t that far, but we stay in touch really often… unlike some OTHER peeps!! in America la… in Wales la.. haha.. u shud know who u are! :P Ignore the nice white star there, Zanne will thank me for putting it there! hehe

I miss dancing =( miss the girls i used to dance with too… sighssssssss.. Miss performing the most!!!

My first ever group trip with the peeps! to Penang!! =) was so fun in a first trip with my Sexy too!! won’t ever forget it!! Exactly one year ago was this trip!! =)

Mr. SexyLips and NgieBear at the temple, which I totally don’t recall the name of at this moment, haha.. <3 this pic! =)

This was me being the most perfect (haha) GF ever by walking with Sexy to a warehouse? kitchen warehouse? dunno la.. to buy kitchen equipments…. boy i love men who cooks!! Yummy!!

Mr Baldy and NgieBear at Gua Tempurung.. heeeeeee…. He always has the urge to go bald when we go on trips.. why a??? but still <3!!!

Oh! and the most recent trip!! Langkawi!! I promise i will go there again! :)… It was our last night, and we had yummy seafood dinner!! although Nikki and Alan din join us though.. haiz..

Meet my lover boy! =) Beemer! yes, BMW’s nickname…. Love him to the max… am currently offering stud services for him!! anyone interested!! tell me!! i wan little Beemers =(

Last picture for now,

Me, haha, when I just chopped off my hair!!!! looks so childish actually!! but i like it!! Dont Worry! this was taken long ago.. lolx.. i still have my long lush locks!! =D

Till the next time, when I have more recent pictures.. nyeknyek… enjoy what’s left of your Sunday evening =)

Holidays!

2009-11-21T17:35:00.001+08:00

Okay, it’s official! Holiday has officially started..

fine, it was two days ago but yea, I feel like I’m rotting already with nothing to do, no where to go, nothing to look forward to..

Is my life THAT dull? I’m starting to wonder…..

No more rushing for assignments, no more looking like a zombie (hopefully)… and I think most of all, no more freedom =(…

Am mourning for my miserable life right now, how sad.. sighss…

Almost 4 months of free time, what can I do? everyone seems to be working apparently.. but me? me? i cant.. harhar…

Shall just let myself rot.. to the state of no return.. =P

Happy Weekends Peeps…

Happy Anniversary SexyLips!

2009-10-31T21:43:00.001+08:00

The pass one year as absolutely been the best days of my life,

Never did i imagine that you would come into my life so unexpectedly and take my breathe away,

I remember telling everyone before this that i have the ‘bleckest’ heart ever and no one would ever be able to make it ‘red’ again,

but in you came and made me feel what was like to be loved,

in you came and made me remember how being with someone would be so beautiful,

and i am ever so grateful for every single thing that you have taught me along the way,

though we may have ups and downs,

heck any sane human being would have it,

but you also made me realise that everything happens for a reason,

and made me what i never ever thought i would be,

before i was the worst person i thought i could be,

you changed me,

before i was hopeless in everything i did,

you changed me,

before i never had the courage to do some of the things i did,

you changed me,

I thank you!

Happy 1st Year Anniversary Babe!

NgieBear <3 SexyLips =)

And for all you people out there!

Happy Halloween!!

Have fun!

Random College Pictures.

2009-10-25T19:34:00.001+08:00

okay, am trying out writing my ~~lousy, dying~~ blog post with the Windows Live Writer, haha… got this when i was ‘installing’ Windows Movie Maker few weeks ago, my sad useless lappie didnt have Movie Maker,

IMAGINE THAT!

so anyway, what have i been doing? hmmmm, assignments, assignments, and hye look!

MORE ASSIGNMENTS,

however, i still miss the times when my Evon –Ong Gedik Gedik would stay back with me to do assignments, but luckily!! i have others to stay back with me already! weeee!!

Zhao Wern at the standing computers looking for ‘information’ online.. :)

While Suzanne trying to take on reading a book! haha

after a while, with the brain frying nicely in our heads, all we could do was stone..

except for Suzanne, keeps smiling everywhere, too happy i guess..

And this is what we did more than assignments, walk around, MERAYAU! needed to keep the blood flowing u know.. =)

so that was one day done with doing assignments, and what happens after that? more assignments yea…. but not until we make full use of our tutorials! :)

*sorry Suzanne for stealing the picas 0=)*

camwhoring with the netbook’s webcam.. Suzanne and Victoria

plus NgieBear!! =)

With Nikkilicious..

and finally a picture of crazy Piaget….

*note to Suzanne , since i stole ur pictures, so i might as well, let ur face be in all of them la.. :) hehe*

FYI: NgieBear will be going crazy very very soon, so if u see me around walking like a zombie, please come talk to me, so that i can suck your blood, eat your flesh and then be healthy, prim and proper again.. :) thank you!!

HAPPY WEEKEND PEEPS!

keeping this alive!!

2009-10-09T16:07:00.002+08:00

sighness,

just updating now, to keep this bloggy alive.. haha.. seriuosly nothing is happening in my life,

i feel so lifeless, but that's how i feel most of the time... hmmm

i'm actually a very boring person once u get to know me,

i dont do this, i dont do that, and so on... so yea, you guys should start to wonder why in the world am i taking a communications course in the first place....

am updating from sexy's place now, while the he's asleep..

do u girls get this often too? i wonder if im the only one feeling like this,

having to always wait around for that one 'most' important person in ur life, while they do something else...

is it wrong? on idea...

i guess everything is like a waiting game, the more patient u are, the more rewarding ur prize will be...

but everyone in the world knows that NgieBear is not a patient person.. haha...

but you learn a lot of things on that one fine day when u really realize that u can love someone else more than u love urself...

everything u do is based on that one person that is holding the key to ur heart...

and somehow, they control ur emotions and how u feel....

hmmm.. does it even make sense?

i never thought in a million years that i would be THAT one person that i said i WILL NOT become...

i told myself to never do this, or never do that, and so on..

and yet, here i am now, doing those things that i once so nicely told myself NOT TO DO.. haha...

it's a weird feeling this 'love'

WEIRD

WEIRD.........

dead!

2009-09-24T23:31:00.002+08:00

blog is officially dead!

why?

because nothing interesting for me to blog about also,

went no where,

did nothing,

procrastinating on assignments,

and so, i have no idea how long it's going to stay like this,

hopefully not long....

since i think i'm gonna have a very very nice dinner this saturday! ahahha

till then!

TATA!

2009-09-10T22:27:00.002+08:00

just recently, i have realised that the one time that i was able to write a proper article, paper, word document, story or whatever it is.. was probably aeons ago.. because at this point of time, i feel like i've been letting myself down so much because of the fact that i just cannot come up with good enough works anymore...

and now, i am starting to wonder what is the cause of these problems.. and yet i am stil unable to do so... why?

i remember the times when i was able to just sit down in a corner and start typing about something- anything, and be able to be proud of the things i came up with... but now? all i see is gibberish that most of the time dont make sense to me, and if it doesnt even make sense to me, how can it make sense to the people who are going to read it, and grade it?

i'm digging my own grave here.. i need help, or maybe i just need a new inspiration, or maybe a new reason to be able to write again.. but whatever it is, i'm sure i need to find it fast!!

nowadays too, i feel that i have been over-reacting too often and being too highly emotional, although i have my reasons to feel the way i feel, but somehow i am also feeling that the reasons i am feeling this way does not make sense!!

everything doesnt make sense to me anymore!! omg!!

maybe i am just taking things for granted.. and need a wake up call? but I'M UP I'M UP!! here! i'm awake!!

so where did my inspiration go to?

dull dull dull!!

2009-08-31T00:43:00.001+08:00

my life feels so dull now, that i really dunno wat to do... harhar.. had a week's holiday and during that time also i managed to get myself to rot... by doing nothing..

so thats why there's no updates, because ngiebear is so inside a well now that nothing is happening around her world..

so till next time, happy merdeka peeps!

BLOATED!!

2009-08-16T17:51:00.005+08:00

haha! so yes in the previous post,

i said i was going over to Lemon Garden for a Bday Dinner..

spot my very fake eyelashes! sigh... was too lazy to put on any mascara because i hate to take it off after that as it makes my eyes really painful, and i was going home late and i wanted to sleep faster.. haha.. yea.. thats how lazy i am...

so, we reached at about 7pm walked to check out the food and wooooo... woooo... unbelievable.. Malaysians, if u give them buffet, they really know how to make most of the money that they pay for the buffet...

WE EAT LIKE CRAZY!

the only picture of Lemon Garden i can show u, because there were alot of people at the food area so we couldnt take pictures of it...

but judging from the fondue part of the buffet, u can just imagine the food they have there!! it was crazy! crazier than the last time i went there! because the last time i went there they only had the milk chocolate fondue .. but now, u can have white chocolate!!

and if u can spot the little balls of chocolates... those were!! heaven!!

the food was soooo much that seriuosly unless u have the stomach span of a whale, u wouldnt be able to try all of the food... that was how much food they served!! yeaps!!

but actually, my all time favourite in a buffet is the Japanese section, i would always pile my plate with sushi. .haha.. and what's more they have beef, lamb, pizza, salad, cheese, curry, satay, noodle soup, shark fin, duck, chicken, mussels, oysters, scallobs, abalones... and so much more!! fuhhh....

i couldnt eat too much because the amount of food was too overwhelming.. so in the end, i drank like four cups of tea just to make my tummy feel better... erghhh.. and o yea, they give u 'buffet' of tea too! lolx.. and u can order from earl gray tea, peppermint, whatever tea u wan!! they even serve u, lattes and cappacinos! wowwww..

went home after that feeling so bloated.. ahah..

a picture of me and Suzanne i found in my phone when we were foolilng around... lolx..

Happy Weekend Peeps! =)

BOO!!

2009-08-15T14:38:00.004+08:00

this was me when i was at my thinnest! yeap, when water was my only source of food..

i miss it! :( haha

boo!! hoho!! went for the Food and Hotel Malaysia 2009 (FHM) yesterday..

woooooo.. the amount of food wassss yummy!!

i shall not elaborate on my entrance to such a formal event.. but then again was glad i was able to go look-see look-see...

but i dont have pictures.. boo.. lolx. its all with sexy... but! when sexy also told me that i had to wear formal, i was scratching my head because i DO NOT have any formal attire.. seriuosly! me and formal are like water and oil.. ahaha..

but then it was just no short skirts, no sleeveless bla bla.. and again i was scratching my head because the outfit i wanted to wear, i couldn't wear it anymore.. -___-

in the end, i just wore the longest dress i had.. ahaha..

but anyway, the event was really well organised.. the people in the event were serving their food, talking about their products and so on.. and then people were trying their food...

and what's funny is, when there is free food, people will swarm them! lolx.. and being the very shy person, more like ada face person that i am.. :P i dont rush/take the food.. until sexy told me that i was too shy.. and just shouldnt care and take the food and TRY!!

at the end of the day, it was fun! the food was great! i got to meet up with my Bestie, who had a booth there, spent time with sexy... what more could i ask for? :)

will be going for a Shang-ri La dinner later!! woo.. for me godmoms beday!! will have pictures if they let me take them!!

but i just realised that my elder brother took back his camera, so i dun hc camera... how? =(

bored!

2009-08-07T21:07:00.003+08:00

ergh! omg! i'm so bored! help me!! and i'm so lazy to be doing my readings and all watever!

the new semester just started and as usual i am still in the holiday ing mood...

and on top of that, i cant seem to be getting anything i want? or maybe i am jst being a big spoil brat and not appreciating the thing i have... :( i'm confused..

so anyway, will be going back to Melaka tomorrow for last prayers again.. yes... for my lost grandma.. :( and after that i dont think i would be going back to Melaka anytime soon...

it will be something like just a place i would visit during special occasions... and thats all..

i feel like i should be sleeping now actually.. but then i have tofetch the brother who will be coming back from Singapore in a while.. aerghhhhh... cannot sleep... nyeknyek...

dont know what else to be ranting up here..

so again, happy weekend peeps

singapore

2009-08-06T20:51:00.005+08:00

ok, finally...

so, the reason for going to Singapore was simple- to watch Liverpool play actually torres, but just to be able to watch Liverpool play was the goal to Singapore la..

out of the whole almost one week I stayed there, it was the best time I had haha.. so funny...

so I went there courtesy of me big brother who was good enough to pay for my ticket! Weeee.... and his co-workers, don’t have a picture of them though, but all of them were real die heart Liverpool fans I must say, die-er heart than me la actually.. lolx..

sitting in the stadium under the hot sun waiting! we were that close to the field!

the game was to start at 7PM, but we reached there at around 5! Omg, it was so we could get ‘good’ seats u know... but anywhere u sat there, it was sitting on wood.. haha.. and the sun was SHINING! EVENING sun somemore so hot... but all so worth it...

jaime entertaining the crowd

so finally around 6 something the Liverpool team showed up to inspect the field... it was jumpy and screamy all at the same time actually.. haha..

but I was most disappointed when Torres didn’t show his ~~‘million’ dollar~~ face though, acting like a royalty perhaps I don’t know...

Reina (goalkeeper) and Dirt Kuyt..

Dossena, benayoun, mascherano, glenn johnson

Lucas Leiva and Ngog

and finally when 7PM came, the game started right on time and off they went running forthe ball, it was to my very surprise that it was soooooooooo quiet there! Omg! Normally when I watched football on TV it would be noisy and loud and the commentator would be telling me what’s happening on the pitch..

but I guess it doesn’t happen in real life, because we had to watch the game and comment it ourselves! Haha.. and most of the time I was actually a lil lost all I saw was the Liverpool players running and chasing the ball, and all the action was happening at the Singapore side of the goal, which incidently was the opposite of where we were sitting at the first half! So it was a lil boring on our side. Yea..

The players in action

then finally the second half came and Torres finally made his ~~million dollar~~ appearance... seriously... everyone went crazy. But I was a lil let down by his hostility.. sighhhhhh

but the best part was that all the action was going to be on our side of the pitch for the second half! And they did indeed score 4 goals on our half!! Weeeee.. so exciting!!

So that was kindda my Singapore trip actually, other things that happened were not really good things for me really.. haha.. however, I must say that I pitied the Singapore football players because not only were they humiliated with a 5-0 score line, but the massive Liverpool fan that came to watch Liverpool made the Singaporean football players life hell when they were boo-ed and laughed at... i felt a lil sorry... but at the end of the day I;m not Singaporean so it doesn’t affect me, and besides, I could at least be a bit happier because Malaysia at least scored TWO goals against the champions of EPL- Manchester United.. woops...

Happy weekend peeepssss..

I always hope my weekends would be nice,

but it always ends in disappointment... sigh...

back from Singapore!

2009-07-31T08:09:00.003+08:00

hye ho! just came back from Singapore yesterday..

apart from watching Liverpool play Singapore live at the Kallang stadium and meeting up with the long lost Evon.. (ahhaha) that was just about the highlight of my whole one week trip in Singapore... yeaps..

and the worst part is that, i am SICK! ergh! when i came back from Singapore i started having fever, cough, u name it! and when my dad fetched me to bring me to the doctor only did he tell me how out of control the H1N1 virus was in Singapore! wth?!

and there i was going every where with the MRT going to places where there were tonnes of ppl.. all not realising about the "pandemic" aahaha....

better update soon, right now, ,i just need to rest... get back my energy..

happy weekend peeps! :)

Singapore!

2009-07-24T17:09:00.003+08:00

ok ok... getting super excited now! harhar!!

am going over to Singapore tomorrow and then am going to watch Liverpool! aaaaaa.... dream come trueeeeee...

sides it will be my first ever live football match in a football stadium! so excited! hehe...

and the best part of all? dad said i could stay back in sunny Singapore for a whole week! by myself! wooooo... staying with my bro.. but still!! alone!! finally!

Chilli Crabs! here i come!! yummy!!!

happy weekends!! and for me college frens!

happy gearing up for college to start all over again! :)

i miss langkawi!

2009-07-18T19:55:00.003+08:00

a scene right outside our hotel room!

am missing Langkawi alot now, i think i'm the only one who keeps repeating it! hahaha.. i wanna go back there so badly!

nothing to do at the moment, ,just finished watching Man Utd versus the Malaysian selection.. and i must say Msia did put in a hella fight since they were able to score two goals pass Man Utd...

gonna just put up one pic... since most of it are already in FaceBook anyway..

Happy Weekend Peeps! :)

Day #2 in Langkawi :)

2009-07-17T12:00:00.007+08:00

My Favourite pic at the moment J <3

So I guess the Emotional episode is over, lolx... I guess that is what happens when I spend too much time alone with myself, I start thinking about seriously crazy stuff and get all worked up...

Not saying the ‘problem’ if u can call it, is resolved, but I guess I have to just live with it, I mean, that’s what I do best right? Live with it....

So I finally got the pictures of Langkawi! Yes... outdated I know... but I really really miss that place... wonder if I will ever get to go back there one day... I don’t mind anytime soon though.. Haha... shall just show some pictures la... J

This was the second day, going up for the cable car ride! The view=AWESOME!

I guess it was about a fifteen minute ride up there, it was kindda scary in a way that it went so high up.. but fun none the less..

View of the suspension bridge, wow, how did they build that?

So we just spent some time loitering around... looking at the scenery ZhaoWern, SinLay andKarChun didn’t follow us though, ZW was afraid of heights, and the others stayed back with her... so sweet of them... since they went there before too...

Our groupie picture, without the love birds Alan and Nikki..

Then it was time we went over to the suspension bridge, but I didn’t know that we had to walk around in jungle to get to it.. it was sooooo fun! Haha...

Walking down the stairs.. bla bla with the lovey birdies..

So we were walking down, and trying to take a group pic, then a very friendly AngMoh helped us to take the pic, ahaha.. as u can see from our smiles, we were told to say MONKEY!

The weather was nice, cooling and everything.. and there were shades everywhere.. made it really really nice

Poor Piaget was afraid of heights too actually, but he was so brave to go up the cable car with us, and I am sure he did not regret it.. since he was snapping away the pictures of the scenery.. haha

But when we got to the bridge he was really afraid, so Sexy was kind enough to hold his hand J

Striking some Kung Fu poses while blocking the way on the bridge.. haha

Just fooling around...

Then after that, it was off to Tanjung Rhu Beach to was the sunset, and they booked a boat for us to see around the island...

On the Beach, I don’t know what Sexy was emo-ing there.. lolx.

Pictures of us..

We just sat there, fooling around waiting for the sun to set really... and then off we went back to the hotel, for dinner and bed for the next day...

The sun set was so nice!

Was a really really nice holiday, relaxing after those stressed assignments and all.. and spending time with friends.. but I guess the best part was being able to spend time with Sexy... since he would so busy after this with his new semester... but I guess sometimes, all fairytales have to come to an end, u know, get back to reality... but i’m still crazy in LOVE! Ahaha

SexyLips & NgieBear! <3

hmmm

2009-07-12T20:58:00.002+08:00

u know, sometimes i do wonder how some people are able to keep their emotions in tact,

i claim myself to be one of those persons actually,

i claimed myself to be able to go through 'life' without any other worry in my mind,

i claimed to be able to show no emotions whenever i please,

i claim to be strong and stoned hearted when looking at the others who are either suffering silently or are not able to hold themselves together....

but what i never expected was for myself to put MY OWN SELF in a situation where i let my emotions get the better of me,

because in actual truthful fact, i am damn bloody MF-ing emotional. all those claim about myself are probably utter BS, so how?

my brother once told me that i trusted people TOO easily, and i was wondering the same thing, when Xue Ann told me that I told her to not trust people easily... what confusion am i making?

then AGAIN, i realised that i do trust people easily but based on the facts of how they treated me in the beginning, does that make sense at all? i dont know.

other than claiming myself to be all those i am not, i also claim myself to be able to come up with any means and ways to wingle myself out of any situation...

but in the end, i am stuck here, with a curfew, a rut, without a life, and feeling utterly miserable with myself, how did i let myself get into this rut? i dont know.

i feel that it has gotten to a point where i really dont care what questions i am being asked because my answer was always either i dont know, see first, or i dont want. so how?

i had to constantly retell myself that i am taking a COMMUNICATIONS course i had to be able to talk and COMMUNICATE with people, but what use is it when all i am saying is i dont know see first and i dont want... its not that i am doing it on purpose right?

what good does studying communications have when i cannot even get out of the bloody house to mix with my own frens? who are by the way so much younger than myself and yet they are able to do things i only dream about... is it fair? i dont know.

you know how parents sometimes being parents love to compare u with their fren's children? well, i may have not been the smartest person in the entire world and i know i had made enormous amounts of mistakes in my life (i sound so old here:P) but i tried so so SO hard to finally 'impress' my parents when i took this course, because this was something i wanted to do, something i had drive to succeed, something i knew that if i didnt work hard on, i would FAIL!

but did they show entuiasm? no. did they tell me how good i was doing or how proud they are i'm getting higher grades than i would ever dream about in my life? no. instead there were more accusations of me comin home late, not 'studying', bla bla... am i sick of it? yes. can i do anything about it though? i dont know.

somehow i feel the more i type now, the more it is sinking in that i might not be able to change this, and it's freaking pissing me off...

so i dont think i can go on....

happy weekend peeps!

2009-07-05T20:21:00.002+08:00

u like the tanned me? =)

Hyeeeelloooo!

So, from the previous post, i came back from Langkawi! Was a great trip with beautiful beaches! Relaxation, sun!, sand, tan! Wow...

Although i don’t really have alot of pictures from the Langkawi trip.. sigh.. cos Sexy decided to ask me to NOT use my ‘lousy’ camera and opt to use his ‘super’ canggih SLR.. so most of the pictures are there.. and i don’t have it! =( how sad!

So just random pictures from the first day of the trip! Nyeknyek.. which i only took..

So parents sent me to the airport around 6 in the morning! I woke up at 5 omg! Lolx.. and when i reached there.. it was a lil before 7. So decided to have Mcd breakfast while waiting for nikki, shinta, and alan (nikki’s bf) to arrive...

Then it was check in time! And woooo we went to the check in counter.. there were 10 of us flying by the way so one by one we handed our I.C to nikki to check in and Passports for Sexy and shinta. and then something funny happened, Zanne forgot to bring her I.C how smart!

We started to scare her about not being able to board the plane to Langkawi and we had to leave her behind.. she got so FREAKED out! Lolx.. but omg! Thank goodness for being a Taylor’s Student! Because they accepted her student I.D as an I.C! ahaha

Sexy and NgieBear before flying off.

So off we went to take off! Weeee.. i felt so Jakun! Like a small kid never sit aeroplane before.. well because it was only my SECOND time on a plane! Yes.. i don’t have the privilege to fly here and there all the time.. so i was like a child in a candy store, and Sexy made it sweeter by explaining to me the ‘goings-on’ in the airport like i was some kind of spastic person who had no brains about what happens in the airport... seriously! I’ve watched it in the MovieS!!! Grrr...

Reached Langkawi at about 9 smtg? And then we rented two cars and drove to the Hotel, MaliBest! Hmmm.. it was nice in the rooms along the beach kindda way, we booked 4 rooms but only 2 rooms were ready so we just dumped all our bags in the room and planned the next thing.

The other decided to take a drive to town for lunch a while later.. but Sexy and I didn’t want to waste any time and got into our swimsuit and bikinis to get ready to hit the beach! So 8 of them went to Kuah Town for lunch and duty free stuff while the both of us tanned on the beach..

MY FAVOURITE! J

In the plane! hhaaha.. one hour from LCCT!

I cant believe i am actually flying!

So while playing, we asked Zanne to pack lunch for us, but we ended waiting for quite long and Sexy was too hungry to wait anymore so we just went across the street for some light snacks which were crazy expensive but really nice.. ! hehe...

And after they finally came back.. it was Sexy and my turn to ~~steal~~ take the car for a spin. And we ours decided to go to Kuah Town to get duty free stuffs since the others didn’t know what we wanted.. heh heh...

Sexy driving me as u can see

In the car, it made me realise how much i loved being driven around by someone i love dearly.. cos Sexy has never driven me anywhere before.. and i felt so comfortable sitting beside him.. because i usually need time to get used to different people driving me.. and most of the time, i would make rackets in the car because i was so afraid.. haha..

But with Sexy, it was as if i had sat in his car forever.. and it felt so good! Hehe...

~~sucking up method! lolx~~

Nothing much happened after that really, we just stopped by a few places when we were coming back to get some stuffs.. and stopped by a so called look-out point which allowed us to see around Langkawi, it was nice.. just the two if us.. hhee

the Hibiscus flower i plucked from the look-out point =) so nice!

The other days we went to the cable car ride! For a huge breath taking view of the whole of Langkawi and the day after that, we went to watch eagle feeding.. it was so nice! But i don’t have any pictures of it! Because it’s all in Sexy’s cam... what a bummer...

But all in all, the trip was Awesome! And i would so consider going back to Langkawi for a holiday again, it was so peaceful! And relaxed! And there was no traffic jam wat so ever! Almost perfect! Even the Beaches were so clean and wow!! Pls go to Langkawi peeps...

Hopefully they’ll upload the pictures soon so i can show u guys! hehe

Ngiebear~ is back

2009-07-03T20:47:00.001+08:00

wooo~~.. just came back from me Langkawi trip... and i have NO pictures of anything.. ahaha.. my self got la... probably have to wait til the others upload the pictures, either that or me stealing pictures from Sexy's camera...

as for now?

i am going to sleep! sighhhh so tired.. nyeknyek...

and NgieBear is going back to Melaka tomorrow somemore!

better update soon! =)

2009-06-27T22:17:00.002+08:00

Hye ho people!

Aaa.. i finally have time to sit down and update my blog, after all those times doing my assignments and all... it’s good to finally have some time to relax!

But relax was not wat i was doing! I had to work! Yes! Work.. ahahha.. all for

ka-ching-ka-ching! $$

So yesterday (Friday) me, finally was not working, so decided to spend the whole entire day with Sexy! And i did not regret that decision AT ALL! Ahaha.. it’s been 90840982094 years since we last spent together time together....

(one month plus actually)

So we decided to just go to Sunway Pyramid, cause i wanted to watch SHIA LEBOUF! Yes! Woo... Transformers! Nyekneyk.. and the time we chose to watch the movie was 10.30 AM! Yes.. so early.. but by the time we reached the cinema, although all the shops were not open, the people already started queuing to get tickets to the movie....

So when it was our turn, we bought couple seats! Wee.. haha.. so cute! And at the same time, we bought tickets for Drag Me To Hell too!! Since i wanted to watch it since it came out! But since Sexy was not around, i had to wait until now... yes! So long!!!! Grrrr

So the show was great! Transformers i mean! Shia never fails to steal my heart! Ahaha.. and the couple seat was a huge bonus! We practically got like the whole row to ourselves! Since it was a 10.30 am movie and all.. there were not many people.. so it was comfy!

Movie finished about 1.. so since we had so much time to kill before the next movie at 4.45, we walked. And Sexy made me walk all the way to the factory places at Sunway to buy kitchen equipments! Omg! I feel like i am the perfect GF J to walk all the way there with him! Ahah.. and i thought the girls would be the ones crazy over kitchen equipments!... sometimes i do wonder which one of us is wearing the pants..

i bet is me! Nyeknyek...

Sexy at the Kitchen Equipment store! ahah.. mySexy!! =)

Wat else happened that day? Hmmmm.. Drag Me To Hell was a drag.. omg.. i was so disappointed la.. goodness... and i thought it would be so awesome.. sigh.. it made my mind feel like mush! So ew! Like it was such an insult to my intelligence! But at least Justin Long saved me from puking half way through the movie.. ahahhahahaha

So all in all also Friday was quite a good day, having been able to spend some quality time with Sexy...

but what i was most shocked about was the death of the Kind of Pop, omg, i was shocked when i heard it on the radio on the way to Sexy’s place in the morning... Rest in Peace MJ!

Happy Weekend People!

Missing NgieBear

2009-06-25T22:04:00.001+08:00

hhyeyhye! i feel like i have been missing so long like that.. why a?

assignments that time was so crazy killing me!!

but it's all done now! wee.. holiday time, working time, resting time,

and finally tomorrow i can get to watch my much awaited Drag Me To Hell, mixed reviews but who cares!

better update tomorrow!

happy thursday guys! heheh

NgieBear Rawrs!

2009-06-13T20:33:00.003+08:00

my fav pic atm! nyenyek, wanted to put the mlk pic, stupid multiply cant load :(

gah... am so tired.. until blog also died like that, assignments are like so killing! zomg..

i didnt have time for other things also, cant say i am super proud of myself, but then again, thanks to the packed schedule,

i havent eaten fast food for more than 2 weeks!

aahaha.. so proud...

it could be because of assignments, or maybe just cause sexy is not here.. haha.. either way.. still same, so yea.. am happy...

the things i had to finish the past two weeks when sexy was not around.. omg!

EC Gourp Drama,

CCS journal 2!,

PR1 Assignment2,

CRR video!

on top of that, classes plus work, didnt even have time for tony romas, that was how packed schedule was! goodness me... plus i am working as student helper in my college.. ahha.. this is so unlike me... sitting around in the office typing in data and calling ppl, sometimes i can just laugh when i talk to ppl, but.. they talk funny, and some dumb! omg! i'm sorry!

happy weekends peeps! i know i'll have a great weekend! after so long!

sexy is back! =)

mixed feelings!

2009-06-04T20:45:00.002+08:00

OK! CURRENTLY NGIEBEAR IS HAVING SO MANY FEELINGS AND IT IS NOT GOOD...

I REPEAT! NOT GOOD!

AS U CAN TELL FROM THE CAPITAL LETTERS, AM CURRENTLY HELLA PISSED! ARGGHHH..

I HATE WHEN THIS HAPPENS! SO MUCH PAIN!!! GRRR...

MY WISDOM TOOTH IS ACTUALLY GIVING ME PROBLEMS LA.. YEA YEA.. U GUYS PROBABLY THINK I'M SOME CANNOT TAKE PAIN PERSON.

BUT LET ME REMIND U, MY TOLERANCE FOR PAIN IS ACTUALLY QUITE HIGH! BUT MY WEAKNESS IS MY TEETH! SO IDIOTIC TO SAY! SIGHHH

I DONT KNOW IF U GUYS EVER HAD THIS PROBLEM, BUT MY WISDOM TOOTH HAVE BEEN PAINFUL SINCE MONDAY! AND I COULDNT EAT ANYTHING! ONLY PORRIDGE AND BREAD HOW SAD! AND TODAY MY ONLY MEAL WAS A PIECE OF CHOCO BREAD AND NOW MY TUMMY IS GROWLING LIKE CRAZY! I WANT FOOOOOOD!!

sigh.. and other than that, i'm missing someone terribly.. i dont know why that person always like to leave me alone wan.. but it's so saddening.. and i dont like the feeling of being alone, after getting so used to being with someone constantly..

and somemore wat else? STRESSED! assignment due tomorrow.. and i'm not done yet! *sorry mr winston, but am being honest! :P* still have a few more questions... i can do it i can do it.. but i feel like sleeping now la.. aiyooooooo

TIRED!

ANGRY! i'm always angry wan la actually, sometimes i also wonder how my frens can tolerate my tolerance attitude.. ahaha...

but its weird that i am patient sometimes, especially when i am waiting for food.. hmmm..

omg! i wanna sleep la! du lan now already.. lolx

happy everyday peeps!

last week of May!

2009-05-29T22:40:00.003+08:00

Watched Terminator Salvation today with Sexy.. it was a nice show... liked it in the i-like-to-watch-Terminator-kindda-way...

lolx..

but then again!

it was almost osgasmic! when Arnold came out during the show! omg omg omg!! i mean.. since he IS THE SHOW! u know...

astalavista BABY! lolx..

other than that, this week was like so unproductive! grrr.. all NgieBear did was EAT!

ALOT!

i dont know why but this few weeks or days, i am constantly hungry! omg!

let's see harrr...

1) Monday :- Breakkie was Bread Story's Chicken Floss Bun, Lunch was Tony Romas.. as usual, and dinner was KFC! omg! two piece chicken with bread, coleslaw, mash potato, and Pepsi.

2) Tuesday :- no breakkie but tummy was growling! Sweet & Sour Chicken Rice for lunch, and dinner with the family after that, and i was still hungry! >_<

3) Wednesday :- Roti Planta and Milo Ais at 7.30 am, Yong Chow Fried Rice and 1/4 my fren's Fried Udon Mee at 10 am!, then Mcdonald French Fries at 3 pm, and Dinner was with Sexy at Kenny Rogers, 1/4 Chicken with mac & Cheese, Mash Potato, Potato Salad, Vanilla Muffin and TWO glasses of Coke! tsk tsk....

4) Thursday :- no Breakkie, thank goodness, after what i ate on wed! Sweet and Sour Chicken Rice for Lunch, and Dinner was with family, Fish, Chicken, Rice, Soup, Pork. omg!

5) Friday :- wow! morning was nothing again! Lunch was KFC again! and Dinner was Spagetti with Dori Fish, Banana Spilt, French Fries and Chocolate Shake..

ZOMG! on top of that! i finich 2 boxes of Chocolates in two days! i feel like i am so going to die like that! eatting so unhealthyly! although i HAD to satisfy my choc craving, since i've havent eaten choc for sooooo long!

arrrrrrr... i need someone to help me stop eatting soooo much! :(

Hope u guys had a great week this week :)

urghhh

2009-05-22T03:15:00.002+08:00

urghhhh.... it's 3.15 Am now, and i feel like crazy CRAP!

erghhhhh.. my tummy is not feeling welllllllll after this week of hell food i've been eating, if i was my tummy i would definitely feel this way too..

things i ate this week includes:

1) Shogun Japanese Buffet on Monday, ate like crazy woman and had to finish SexyLips food too after he left it on the table when he couldne finish... urgh 1

2) TGIF Burger for lunch on Tuesday...

3) crazy HOT nasi lemak, for brunch, curry curry indian food for dinner, and when i reached home at 10, some chicken my dad cooked for me to eat, takkan i dun eat right.. urgh 3

4) Mcdonalds for lunch today, and KFC for dinner, and drink was Milo.. arghhhh urgh 4,5,6,7,8,9!!!!!

no good no good!!!!! my tummy is painfullllllll =( i wanna vomit all the food out!!! i am feelinggggggggggggg

SICK!! :'(

huh?

2009-05-17T18:15:00.002+08:00

omg!! wat the heck is happening to this blog....

sighhhhh.. where are the updates!!! come come come!!!

hopefully i will be able to update soon! stay tuned yea!!

currently super duper buper guper tuper busy with all the assignments thrown at me..

sigh.. NgieBear has been lying on her tummy for so long that now she feels pain in her chest!! :(

till then..

happy sunday peeps..

am currently waiting for dad's roast chicken in the oven! ahah!! again.. -_-

2009-05-08T00:07:00.003+08:00

in loving memory...

NgieBear loves u always..

dear Sexylips,

2009-04-30T23:08:00.005+08:00

Somehow I feel this might come off as a little bit random but what the hye!

Was just sitting around when I realised that today is actually the 6^TH month that we are together. I myself am a little surprised by this... don’t ask me why, I just feel that way.

I never thought that I would feel as happy as I am now to be with you really, I bet every single girl had a mind set about the type of partner that they want to get/find. I did too! But then when just that certain/special someone turns up and is the total opposite of what you are looking for, you fall totally head over heels and never look back.

And this is how I am feeling at this very moment.

I used to think that after going through ups and downs with different craps I would be that 100 times stronger and my heart would that 100 times harder and not easily melted..

But when U! Came into my life, somehow that feeling disappeared, I felt vulnerable all over again, but you made me feel safe.

I have my flaws and my bad sides, but still you are able to make me feel special.

You make me feel like I am the most important person in the whole world.

You make my mind go crazy every single time I think of you.

You make my heart beat faster every time you look me in the eye and tell me u love me.

Although I always have doubts in myself, you assure me that I can always get through it if I set my mind to it.

You made me see how love changes a person, and how loving someone can be so beautiful.

I may not be perfect, but you are still able to see past my imperfections and love me for who I am and I thank you for that.

This past six months have been the best time I have ever had in my entire life and I again thank you for that.

Happy Half Year Anniversary SexyLips

hullow!!

2009-04-27T21:41:00.002+08:00

am wondering whether is it me or is it my writing skills at the moment..

because my blog seem to be so dry and so un-updated ahahhhaha.. so sad...

i guess everyone around me is rushing to draft their assignments already.. i better get started tooooooooo oh no...

i really really hope i will do it (start on assignments i mean) but then again my mind is so constantly on other things and i dont know how to even begin ANY of my assignments... Goodness help me! :S

if this is how it feels to be 21, it is really really UNPRODUCTIVE! wth! i should start making the best of my 'freedom' year.. if u can count it as like that..

i seem to be the saddest 21 year old walking about earth at the moment.. so i shall just shuddap and go away.. sighhhh

hello!

2009-04-23T21:41:00.002+08:00

omg! i ate porridge twice today.. both in different locations..

i may love porridge.. but suddenly i am wondering if i still like it after eating so much of it..

blueekk..

some total random-ness talking... have totally nothing to do.. well not exactly nothing. but cant be bothered at the moment... since i was never the 'model' student kan?

month of april is coming to an end alreeady.. hmmm.. a month filled with so so so many birthday celebrations.. ahaha...

other things happening includes me getting addicted to Pet Society on Facebook.. omg! i know.. i am soooo outdated.. but what to do.. NgieBear always a bit slower la.. lolx...

gahhhhh i need somethiing to talk about to update my blog.. shall go put my thinking cap on now and come back when i have more things to say..

happy thursday peeps! nyeknyke

outting with coussie and Sexy...

2009-04-18T21:43:00.004+08:00

Ahaha.. Hello world! Nyeknyek..

Coussie came up from Melaka to spend a few days, and since i didn’t have classes on Thursday, we decided to go out shopping at 1utama! And Sexy came along too! =)

This is her! Joann.. =)

We went to have lunch at Italianese? I think its spelled like that, cant remember! -_- omg!

I wanted to try the set lunch!! All the restaurants seem to be coming up with set lunches now, hmmm.. not complaining though!

*although i still feel tony romas has the best set lunch!*

Sexy and NgieBear while waiting for the food...

Meet HaNee! Ahaha.. ‘she’ is HaWeE’S girlfriend! Yea.. although i kindda feel that ‘she’ looks more like a HE! But since HaWee is already a HE and i wanted him to have a GF.. Sexy brought her back all the way from his country.. ahaha.. and i declared her a FEMALE! Hmph :P

Food finally came then.. mushroom soup, hmm.. not too bad, though was really watery.. thats why i prefer TR’s more..

Joann’s Morzarella pizza, was nice!

And my Chicken & Mushroom spaghetti which i love love loved!

And Sexy’s Chicken Sandwich.. yummy too

After that we just continued walking around.. walk and walk and walk... we got stopped by this few sales girls who were selling some fibre mascara thing that makes ur eyelashes longer without the use of fake lashes.. so we tried it out and boy o boy was my lashes long after that...

Joann bought it though.. not me.. no $$ i wasn’t prepared to spend that amount of money.. lolx..

Then after that we continued walking again until the Padini Concept store... Sexy and I couldn’t tahan d.. so we just sat while Joann shopped.. lolx.. i started taking pictures of myself as usual..

Then i took pictures of my ‘long’ lashes.. and Sexy was all... aaaa.. ur lashes are fake! Look at my original perfect lashes.. and he proceeded to take my cam and snap pictures of his own lashes..

Well! I’m so angry i was not born to have such nice eyes as his! Blekkkk.... so i had to settle for the ‘faker’ looking lashes as to his perfectly long and thick pretty eyes and lashes.. sigh.. lolx..

his lashes, compared to.....

mine... -_- sigh.. mine really looks fake la.. lolx

It was crazy.. we spent the whole day in 1utama. gah.. sick of the place d now.. lolx.. walk walk walk also always go back to the same place.. and its so humungous!!

Until finally we decided to watch a movie... since Joann didn’t watch scary movies, so Sexy and I bought tickets for Coming Soon, some Thai movie about cinema, movie and stuff...

While we watched, Joann shopped more and more.. lolx..

The movie was.. urghhh..! stupid! But scary.. lolx.. kept hugging Sexy.. gah >_<

After we came out, Sexy wanted to go to Starbucks for his coffee fix, hmm.. im not really a coffee person so i duno what so nice about the taste of coffee.. so Sexy just asked me to find a place to sit and make myself comfy while he ordered..

He came back with this,

Wooo.. he ordered for me some vanilla... forgot forgot.. *omg im too forgetful d -_- sigh*

But i remember loving it to the max weih.. and kindda sad to say that it was kindda like my first time drinking Starbucks like tht, so KAMPUNG!! -_-

Sexy enjoying his coffee.. hehe...

Was a really fun day out.. came home 10 smtg close to 11 and died on the bed.. lolx.. seriously i need to get sleep already.. nyeknyek

Happy Saturday peeps! J

happy 21st Birthday to NgieBear =D

2009-04-17T21:32:00.009+08:00

Nah, take a look at my cake! Wewee

Hye ho!!

Wow... am so tired this week.. goodness!!

But i promised to talk about my 21st birthday! It was the best birthday a girl could ever have!! Weee....

There are literally alot of pictures.. but i cannot afford to show all.. those interested can go see the pictures in facebook, its all there.. =) however, there are no family pictures a..

\it already.. it was damn nice...

Cant really talk alot about the whole thing.. so i shall just show u guys random pictures..

I did however got another birthday cake on my actual birthday too.. Macadamia.. from Secret Recipe.. yummy

Ahaha.. bro asking me to down a glass of whisky.. my favourite!

Me and the cakey!!

And of cos giving some lousy impromptu speech which i messed up.. lolx.. i was so caught off guard lo.. sighhhh

Oo look! My real age! I am twelve.. i am so YOUNG weee

Then reality sunk in.. haiz

This is the monster Sina and SexyLips.. lolx

Then the Tar gang.. look so lil.. lolx.

Group picture with the Taylor’s gang who were the ones who made a hella lot of noise there.. screaming and laughing everywhere... omg!

Then my Lokman (high school) frens.. missed them so much.. din see them in a while

Tar Gang =)

The Lokman before the took off.. all of us doing different things with our lifes already

Oo Baloons!1 i love them!! Nyeknyek... i chose black,pink and purple as the theme for my bday.. am glad everyone (almost) followed the theme.. as for myself. I wore blue!! Lolx.. so standing out weee

Then there are also my 2 lovers! I don’t know what i would do without them ! J

My pretty princesses from taylors and SexyLips too.. lolx

Nikkilicious, Gedik-Gedik, Shinta and NgieBear!

Lolx.. the guys who were in purple.. i was surprised

Loong and NgieBear, he’s gonna leave me soon again L sigh.. lolx

Zanne loves to kiss me.. i really dunno why

Ahaha!1 u cannot untag urself here Zanne!nyeknyek im so evil

13 years and going, we are together that long wieh

My prince and someone else’s princess.. lolx

The really loving couple, AndyGayle

Gedik-Gedik and NgieBear

Sina and NgieBear

NgieBear and Abygayle

Andy and NgieBear

wayne and NgieBear

Monster

Harrr.. love love the birthday... am really tired so i cant really elaborate much.. sigh.. but all in all the birthday was so fun! weee

birthday mood!!

2009-04-13T22:57:00.002+08:00

Hye people! Oh no! NgieBear is a very very bad girl for not updating d.. nyeknyek..

I guess i have been really busy with college stuff.. =)

And of cos my 21^st birthday! Omg!!

The super duper uber long post will tonnes of pictures will be up so soon!!

As for now, the internet in my home is so freaking slow

(could be due to me onlining from my room.. ahaha)

And sides, brother is back from Singapore for my bday.. and he chap the internet place.. o well.. just have to stay tuned yea!!

And finally just wanted to thank everyone single living soul who came and be with me on such a memorial day! I love all u guys to bits remember that!!

waiting..

2009-04-07T23:09:00.002+08:00

omg! i cut my hair again!! no thanks to my parents asking me to cut it because of my fringe!!

wish i had a picture of it.. but my bum is just too lazy to walk up the stairs to go take my pics in the cam.. so o well.. just have to wait!! wweeeee..

at this moment.. as u read from the title.. i am waiting....

well.. not for sexy anymore.. since he's back and all.. lolx..

but for something even BIGGER!! i cannot wait.. nyeknyek..

happy few hours left of tuesday peeps!XD

Happy 21st Erica!!

2009-04-04T15:21:00.004+08:00

HYE ho people!!

Weeee...

I cut my fringe. >_<>

People had mixed feelings really, look like ‘lala’ but o well.. i like it.. and it’ll grow out soon!! J

So anyway, am here to wish my Bestie since 13 a Happy 21^st Birthday! A lil late i know.. but alas was sooooo busy rushing to finish assignment and was knocked out after that, so kindda delayed.

Happy Birthday Erica! =D

Anusha, NgieBear and Erica.

Went out to the Gardens to celebrate her birthday on the 2^nd at this place called Cova =D

The food was ordered before had the set dinner, which was mushroom soup, a main course, choice of spring chicken with terrakki sauce/ seafood pasta and desert was tiramisu cake! Sounds yummy already!!

The mushroom soup was really thick and creamy.. was really really good! Wow!!

I ordered the chicken.. which was.. AWESOME! Hehe

And the pasta was mouth watering.. eeeeee

Didn’t take pictures with the frens i met there though.. sigh.. forgot. Ahaha.. XD...

Then it was time to cut the cake, tiramisu.. was yummy yummy..

Erica and bday cake

With that special someone.. J

Was a really nice feeling to see my bestie so happy... give u goosebumps and was so nice to finally meet up with the frens i haven’t seen in AGES!!

*sexylips coming back weee*

APRIL FOOL!!

2009-04-01T21:10:00.002+08:00

Happy April Fool's Day people!!

weeeeee...

what pranks did u guys come up with leh??

its so over-rated.. but zanne as usual got 'punk'ed' alot of times.. lolx..

other than that, it;s 5 more days people!!

FIVE MORE FREAKING DAYS!! WOOOOO

EXCITED!!

<3>

gah!!

2009-03-28T00:18:00.003+08:00

hye ho!!

woops.. brother came back from singapore again.. ahahah..

so spent the last 2 days watching movie... woooo..

since i didnt have class on Thursday, so we went out together to Pavilion, first for lunch, then shopping.. walk walk.. and since there was already nothing to do, the bro and gf wanted to watch a movie...

when we reached the cinema, we couldnt agree on what to watch, and they so happen to see this poster of The Unborn, and they started to dare each other to watch the 'horror' movie.. lolx..

and in the end we ended up watching The Unborn.. i saw the trailer on tv though.. thought it looked cool enough

apart from the girl being so hot in the movie, so was her bf! nyeknyek..

kindda dry neh... so slow moving and the ending was.. typically horror movie stylel o..

and i realised it;s from the Thai version wan leh. i remember watching it.. the Thai version was so much scarier..

ahaha.. a scene from the movie, it was freaky in the scaring you kindda way.. like making u jump on ur seats! lol.

the today, i finished class at 12 and followed the peeps to my Favourite Hang out place, Tony Romas again for lunch and bro was in Pyramid too to fetch me...

since again.. nothing to do.. wanted to watch movie again, the choice this time was Confessions of a Shopaholic.. but it was too late, so ended up watching My Bloody Valentine.. lolx.. another 'horror' movie

i wanna go watch the 3D version one man.. this movie was... NICE!! lolx.. in the if-u-like-to-see-ppl-get-slashed kindda way. i was laughing the whole movie.. ahahha... 3D version, i cannot wait... sure will scream neh.. lolx..

as of now, i am supposed to be doing my assignment.. but then i cannot concentrate!! so hard to do la. and my eyes are so closing already now.. sigh,..

dance performing!!

2009-03-25T17:29:00.006+08:00

hyezz..

so like i said in the previous post i had dance performance... it was.. GREAT! =)

although looking back i can see myself making a few mistakes here and there.. but what the heck right? lolx..

sad thing is what u know? i dont have PICTURES!! grrrrr.... sighness.. i think its in the other camera... harrrrrr.. so shall just wait till i get them to show u ..

or u could just go and see it from facebook.. nyeknyek..

my Pillow was to record our performance!! nyteknyek.. and edit it later!!

lolx.. love love our hair colour here as usual....>_<

*dont kill me zanne!*

was taken before the performance!! nyeknyek.. Ching, NgieBear, Eevon, Zhao Wern, Shinta

Shinta Shinta!!! she so pretty!!!! =D

Zhao Wern filling tummy before performance.. harhar.... check out her eye lashes!woooo

i bought a purple fake lashes with my lover *XueAnn* from pasar malam that day... and thought it would be so perfect to use it for the performance.. hence the purple nail polish too!! weeee

the crazy longgg longgg lashes which i love love love!! XD

Videos are so coming already as I speak! on facebook though.. XD.. check it out!!

happy wednesday people!!

update!

2009-03-23T20:03:00.002+08:00

hye ho peeps peeps! =)

herm.. am feeling so much better already now.. although it took a while for me..

am supposed to be in my college portal at the moment but i guess everyone single living sole is trying to access it.. so i cant log in!! )$#*^*#@%$*#... so me am here now!! typing typing! =)

ahaha.. keeping meself busy now.. seeing as the assignments are piling up and the due dates are here already! yikes!! so.. busy busy NgieBear this month.. wooo

other than that, been practicing hard hard HARD for me performance this wednesday!!

during the afternoon.. 12 something.. if u are reading this and am wonddering where is it? it is in my College!! come la come la.. support me abit...

although i have just found out that i might not be able to perform the initial 2 songs.. but as long as i am on stage.. NgieBear shall be contented i guess..s igh.. practice so hard somemore... but there is always next time!! hehe...

wish i had pictures to show though..but nope.. so sad.. =( shall get back to my readings now then.. hehe..

Happy Monday! XD

2009-03-18T19:58:00.001+08:00

Somehow I cannot stop my mind from reeling, from feeling uneasiness, from feeling loneliness, from feeling everything my heart and my head doesn’t want me to feel.

I am supposed to be concentrating on finishing my summary and wow.. look what am i doing here!! Geez!! Goodness gracious.. have mercy on me please i cannot stand this feeling of uneasiness..

It’s kindda weird that when u felt something in the beginning, it was not what u thought u felt, but when u don’t feel anything, it could turn out to be something.. *touch wood* i guess maybe that is why i am so confused and feeling all this crap!

SAVE ME!!! ARGH....

sigh.. i miss sexy..

dear sexylips

2009-03-15T20:12:00.003+08:00

Dear SexyLips,

Even HaWee misses u..

Green Pea and Brownie too..

so u can just imagine how much i miss u too.. sighhh

birthday times!

2009-03-13T21:52:00.003+08:00

today! celebrated 3 babies birthday! :)

HAPPY BIRHTDAY SU CHEN!

*sorry had to steal a pic of chen* :P

HAPPY BIRTHDAY PIAGET!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY ZHAO WERN!

hope u guys had fun and sorry for being so late! >_<

hope u guys were touched to tears too.. :)

enjoy ur time being one year shy of the BIG 20!! 0=)

march babies!

2009-03-11T18:24:00.004+08:00

was at pyramid yesterday for lunch!!

and it so happened to be piaget's birthday!

so this was what the peeps did to him..

a closer look,

me giving Piaget a kiss for his bday.. lols..

and this is for that lil someone who says my bf dont love me,

well, to, whoever u are,

it's ok if he dont, as long as I LOVE HIM..

Happy 21st Birthday Jasmine!

2009-03-09T11:41:00.004+08:00

happy happy birthday jazzy! :) shall post up some pictures later!!

as for now.. NgieBear has to bathe Beemer and watch Smarty...

*edited*

Hello people!!

NgieBear is back again.. lols.. still emotional.. but then have to push my emotional side aside for my darling Jasmine!! Who is celebrating turning the HUGE 21 TODAY!!

Weeee.. Happy Birthday Gurl.. i hope u had fun! I know i did! But now i realise hor.. why no bday cake a? U owe us!! Hehe..

So plan was to go to Mid Valley.. to meet up with everyone again after so freaking long..we ate at Kim Gary...

Not that many pictures in the place though.. all i can say is that most of the pictures with the girls were taken in the toilet! Lols.. so funny

Xue Ann, NgieBear, Wayne

again

Xue Ann and I were an hours late! Due to some unforeseen circumstances! Sorry Jasmine L

So anyways.. ate, caught up and waited for Wayne to reach.. shall just show random pictures la..

Abygayle, Jasmine, NgieBear

again

And again

After lunch, walked around and Xue Ann wanted to cut her hair.. and since Jasmine also wanted to make over, we decided to go over to the salon to get their hair cut! J

Jasmine cutting her hair.. looks so cute! Hehe..

Camwhoring while waiting for her..

And then? After that? Lols.. it was time to go home.. yes.. sigh.. but while on the way home, Xue Ann and I decided to make a detour to walk into the pasar malam just for a while since it was ages since we went there..

Had to go home a while later though.. cos parents called already.. had Xue Ann follow me to dinner.. then it was home again.. and nighty nighty time!!

U can see all the pictures in Facebook la.. kan senang? J

HAPPY 21^ST BIRTHDAY AGAIN JASMINE! J HOPE U HAD A LOT OF FUN, AND U U KNOW THAT I WILL ALWAYS BE THERE FOR U, NEVER FORGET THAT K?

missing you

2009-03-06T00:10:00.003+08:00

i tell myself not to break down everytime i see my wallpaper..

but truth is.. i cant hold it in...

my heart is just too sad..yearning for u to come home...

sighness..

am feeling so emotional these days.... worse than PMS-ing..

NgieBear misses her SexyLips.. :(

patience..

2009-03-02T22:03:00.000+08:00

please give me patience!

i got to get through this!

SexyLips <3

,movies!!

2009-02-28T20:48:00.003+08:00

hmmm.. wow.. this whole week was well.. hectic..

frustrating.. sad.. busy.. confusing!..

so there was no better way to unwhine by going for some movies. and since brother came back from singapore for some time... i could go out with them and walk around.. without paying for anything!! weeee

so on wednesday we went to Mid Valley and the brother decided to watch Bride Wars

ultimately it was a really really sweet movie!! and i cant believe i cried too! lols.. smeared all my make-up.. sigh.. but then i was HIIGHLY emotional that day... dunno why too

then after that on Thursday, was first day of uni... orientation la more like.. it was so boring.. since we've alreadyheard the talk when we came in like a year ago

so we decided to ditch the college and go to Pyramid instead to watch Love Matters.. Zanne's pick..lols..

Typical Singaporean movie in my opinion but it was hilarious!! not gonna spoil the movie la.. just watch it.. u will and i mean WILL laugh! :)

on to Friday.. was super super busy!! lols.. since it was the day of my performance with the girls for orientation nite!! :) we practiced really really hard...

and when the time came for us to perform.. wow.. felt awesome!! cant describe the feeling unless u try it urself :)

so then after all that.. tiring stuff... slept for a few hours and it was Saturday already.. aiks.. i woke up in the morning and then later wanted to sleep again.. but bro woke me out and asked me whether wanna go out.. so i had to wake up again.. NO!!!

went to eat Pan Mee!! yummy.. and then to Pavilion where we watch Sex Drive

was.. okay la.. would really appeal to the teens and all.. apart from the cut scenes la of cos...

look at the title of the movie... sure will have cut la!!lols.. but the movie was nice... with predictable ending..

oopss. have to go!! happy weekends people! :)

i love sexylips because he is the one who is always there for me!! :)

NgieBear <3>