Holidays!

Okay, it’s official! Holiday has officially started..

fine, it was two days ago but yea, I feel like I’m rotting already with nothing to do, no where to go, nothing to look forward to..

Is my life THAT dull? I’m starting to wonder…..

No more rushing for assignments, no more looking like a zombie (hopefully)… and I think most of all, no more freedom =(…

Am mourning for my miserable life right now, how sad.. sighss…

Almost 4 months of free time, what can I do? everyone seems to be working apparently.. but me? me? i cant.. harhar…

Shall just let myself rot.. to the state of no return.. =P

Happy Weekends Peeps…

Happy Anniversary SexyLips!

The pass one year as absolutely been the best days of my life,

Never did i imagine that you would come into my life so unexpectedly and take my breathe away,

I remember telling everyone before this that i have the ‘bleckest’ heart ever and no one would ever be able to make it ‘red’ again,

but in you came and made me feel what was like to be loved,

in you came and made me remember how being with someone would be so beautiful,

and i am ever so grateful for every single thing that you have taught me along the way,

though we may have ups and downs,

heck any sane human being would have it,

but you also made me realise that everything happens for a reason,

and made me what i never ever thought i would be,

before i was the worst person i thought i could be,

you changed me,

before i was hopeless in everything i did,

you changed me,

before i never had the courage to do some of the things i did,

you changed me,

I thank you!

 Happy 1st Year Anniversary Babe!

NgieBear <3 SexyLips =)

 

And for all you people out there!

Happy Halloween!!

Have fun!

Random College Pictures.

okay, am trying out writing my lousy, dying blog post with the Windows Live Writer, haha… got this when i was ‘installing’ Windows Movie Maker few weeks ago, my sad useless lappie didnt have Movie Maker,

IMAGINE THAT!

so anyway, what have i been doing? hmmmm, assignments, assignments, and hye look!

MORE ASSIGNMENTS,

however, i still miss the times when my Evon –Ong Gedik Gedik would stay back with me to do assignments, but luckily!! i have others to stay back with me already! weeee!!

Zhao Wern at the standing computers looking for ‘information’ online.. :)

 While Suzanne trying to take on reading a book! haha

after a while, with the brain frying nicely in our heads, all we could do was stone..

except for Suzanne, keeps smiling everywhere, too happy i guess..

And this is what we did more than assignments, walk around, MERAYAU! needed to keep the blood flowing u know.. =)

so that was one day done with doing assignments, and what happens after that? more assignments yea…. but not until we make full use of our tutorials! :)

*sorry Suzanne for stealing the picas 0=)*

camwhoring with the netbook’s webcam.. Suzanne and Victoria

plus NgieBear!! =)

With Nikkilicious..

and finally a picture of crazy Piaget….

*note to Suzanne , since i stole ur pictures, so i might as well, let ur face be in all of them la.. :) hehe*

FYI: NgieBear will be going crazy very very soon, so if u see me around walking like a zombie, please come talk to me, so that i can suck your blood, eat your flesh and then be healthy, prim and proper again.. :) thank you!!

HAPPY WEEKEND PEEPS!

keeping this alive!!

sighness,

just updating now, to keep this bloggy alive.. haha.. seriuosly nothing is happening in my life,

i feel so lifeless, but that's how i feel most of the time... hmmm

i'm actually a very boring person once u get to know me,

i dont do this, i dont do that, and so on... so yea, you guys should start to wonder why in the world am i taking a communications course in the first place....

am updating from sexy's place now, while the he's asleep..

do u girls get this often too? i wonder if im the only one feeling like this,

having to always wait around for that one 'most' important person in ur life, while they do something else...

is it wrong? on idea...

i guess everything is like a waiting game, the more patient u are, the more rewarding ur prize will be...

but everyone in the world knows that NgieBear is not a patient person.. haha...

but you learn a lot of things on that one fine day when u really realize that u can love someone else more than u love urself...

everything u do is based on that one person that is holding the key to ur heart...

and somehow, they control ur emotions and how u feel....

hmmm.. does it even make sense?

i never thought in a million years that i would be THAT one person that i said i WILL NOT become...

i told myself to never do this, or never do that, and so on..

and yet, here i am now, doing those things that i once so nicely told myself NOT TO DO.. haha...

it's a weird feeling this 'love'

WEIRD

WEIRD

WEIRD.........

dead!

blog is officially dead!

why?

because nothing interesting for me to blog about also,

went no where,

did nothing,

procrastinating on assignments,

and so, i have no idea how long it's going to stay like this,

hopefully not long....

since i think i'm gonna have a very very nice dinner this saturday! ahahha

till then!

TATA!

just recently, i have realised that the one time that i was able to write a proper article, paper, word document, story or whatever it is.. was probably aeons ago.. because at this point of time, i feel like i've been letting myself down so much because of the fact that i just cannot come up with good enough works anymore...

and now, i am starting to wonder what is the cause of these problems.. and yet i am stil unable to do so... why?

i remember the times when i was able to just sit down in a corner and start typing about something- anything, and be able to be proud of the things i came up with... but now? all i see is gibberish that most of the time dont make sense to me, and if it doesnt even make sense to me, how can it make sense to the people who are going to read it, and grade it?

i'm digging my own grave here.. i need help, or maybe i just need a new inspiration, or maybe a new reason to be able to write again.. but whatever it is, i'm sure i need to find it fast!!

nowadays too, i feel that i have been over-reacting too often and being too highly emotional, although i have my reasons to feel the way i feel, but somehow i am also feeling that the reasons i am feeling this way does not make sense!!

everything doesnt make sense to me anymore!! omg!!

maybe i am just taking things for granted.. and need a wake up call? but I'M UP I'M UP!! here! i'm awake!!

so where did my inspiration go to?

dull dull dull!!

my life feels so dull now, that i really dunno wat to do... harhar.. had a week's holiday and during that time also i managed to get myself to rot... by doing nothing..

so thats why there's no updates, because ngiebear is so inside a well now that nothing is happening around her world..

so till next time, happy merdeka peeps!